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Stress and other developments.

Journal Entry: Sat Jun 7, 2008, 9:44 AM







.Stress.

Ok, so I'll finally come out with it. Yes I'm stressing at the moment. Very heavily indeed. Yes I know its not a good thing, but I apologise for not really having a choice in the matter. The stress springs from a combination of my job, work at college, worry about upcoming results for my second year final exams, studying for my MBA entrance classes and giving a mock exam every weekend. I mean there's only so much my body can take.

I don't usually like to publicly rant like this, but I'm saying all this becuse I'd like to apologise to all the people I've been unwittingly rude/scathing to lately. I don't mean all the horid things I've said, and I don't mean to ignore anyone. I've just been too caught up trying to pull my life back together and keep it in control. And when I'm like that, more often that not I need to be left alone. So if I've neglected you in any way, I'm extremely sorry but it was due to sheer necessity. You may note that this state is probably going to last till the end of NOVEMBER AT THE VERY LEAST. If you can't deal with that then there's nothing I can do, because I need to get on with my life. This is a crucial year for me and I can't afford to let anything/anyone come in the way of my dreams.




.Writings.


Another thing I need to apologise for the lack of lately, is my writing. To all my faithful watchers who always drop by and take the time out to comment or give me a favourite - you people are one of the reason I so strive to improve my writing. Lately due to lack of time, inspiration and energy I haven't written much. I have put up one deviation at the moment, as an offering, with more to come later. (Hopefully!)

Also, I have left DailyDeviants, owing to too much work on hand. Admittedly my six month stint with them was fantastic and I'm sorry it had to come to an end so soon, but thats how life is =/




.Many Thanks.


I'd like to thank the following people for their unconditional support and love. You all of you mean a lot to me - more than you could possibly know. In no particular order:

@Sting1, ~ericwilding, *Inherithus, *NobodysSon, ~xaldien and *poisonedrose. You all rock <3!




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  • Mood: Angsty
  • Listening to: Late Goodbye - Poets of the Fall
  • Reading: The Lovely Bones - Alice Sebold
  • Watching: Euro 2008 - Switzerland vs. Czech republic
  • Drinking: Coke

Devious Comments

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:icongaioumonbatou:
I hope that you don't stress out too much this year, but I'm sure you'll do well. Best of luck to you, and I hope to see you around! :) :hug:

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*Adopt-A-Writer | =DailyDeviants | *Writers-Workshop

Awesome avatar by =neekko
:iconlimetastic:
:hug: I'm sorry you've been so stressed. :< And I'm sorry I haven't responded! I always come back and you're gone. :( I'm here for you sweetie!

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Are you CFS aware?
:iconcalyptra:
I know you are sweetheart! But you need to worry more about yourself at the moment :cuddle: I'm here for you too ok? :heart:

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"From darkness comes the light,
as silence from sound..."
:iconcalyptra:
Oh you'll see me around alright :D I'm not going into hiding, lol. I just won't be around much :) and thank you dearie! :hug:

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"From darkness comes the light,
as silence from sound..."
:iconnobodysson:
This Calyptra: she is horrid? I laff. :laughing:

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:icongaioumonbatou:
Good. :) Best of luck to you! :#1:

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"HeHeHe. Lit Community. We are our own brand of Special." `GeneratingHype

*Adopt-A-Writer | =DailyDeviants | *Writers-Workshop

Awesome avatar by =neekko
:iconnokchaaier:
:hug:

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I'm losing my mind and you just stand there and stare as my world divides
:iconxaldien:
I'm FIFTH?! What a load of rubbish. I should at LEAST be in the top two.

<3
:iconlimetastic:
:manhug: <3 I will. I'll get myself together someday! :giggle:

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Lyme Disease: Do you know about it? Probably not, so read this and learn what you can do to spread the word.
Are you CFS aware?

Should I try sending my stuff to [link] OR in other words, do you think my writing is good enough for the international arena? 

70%
23 deviants said FUCK YES GO FOR IT! GO GO GO GO!
9%
3 deviants said Er, well, maybe you need a little more polishing? ^^;
9%
3 deviants said I have never read your writing, and am only here for the lulz :woohoo:
6%
2 deviants said Sorry no hon, I see you having to work a lot longer at this till you're upto that standard, but I do love you!
3%
1 deviant said :cough: I think you need to work on certain stuff a little more, like...[comment please]
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1 deviant said Hell no! You are FAR from being published ANYWHERE, let alone THERE!
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No deviants said You suck, so no :|
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No deviants said You have the audacity to actually ask such questions pathetic fool? *block/ignore*

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*Lady-Silver-Hand:iconLady-Silver-Hand:
:hug:
Sat Dec 26, 2009, 8:09 AM
*pendragonvamp:iconpendragonvamp:
Hey I guess we missed each other today haha
Mon Dec 14, 2009, 6:41 AM
@scarletwave:iconscarletwave:
:strip: :eyes: :strip: :eyes: :strip: :eyes:
Fri Nov 20, 2009, 12:14 PM
=Calyptra:iconCalyptra:
I are not dead! I am alive in the pit of the study monster called MANDARIN. Lol.
Wed Nov 18, 2009, 12:04 PM
*MetlWolf:iconMetlWolf:
I haunt dead people. :O_o:
Fri Nov 13, 2009, 4:25 PM
~xaldien:iconxaldien:
Rubbish.
Fri May 23, 2008, 5:49 PM
=Calyptra:iconCalyptra:
@Dan: You did too! I felt it! :shakefish:
Fri May 23, 2008, 12:54 PM
~xaldien:iconxaldien:
I did no such thing.
Thu May 22, 2008, 5:44 PM
=Calyptra:iconCalyptra:
@Dan: so it was YOU tweaking my hair last night D=
Thu May 22, 2008, 10:38 AM
=Calyptra:iconCalyptra:
@gaioumon: It isn't coming! I'm gonna have to push! D= :rofl:
Thu May 22, 2008, 10:38 AM

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