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About Me Official Beta Tester One who left DA and came back! Juhi M21/Female/India Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
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I came across this wonderfully creative deviant just a few days ago! And she does commissions really cheap! :D

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It's a bit hard to explain. + EDIT : IMP

Fri Nov 20, 2009, 12:03 PM
EDIT: [link] GO GO GO! YOU DON'T WANNA MISS THIS! :dance:


It's been a long month, and things have just been going down for me since the beginning of October. Yaysies.

I want to write, but this...fear holds me back. I have no other way to define what this is because of the kind of hold it has on me. It's been gnawing away at my self confidence little by little, so much so that I'm actually -afraid- to write. I have no idea when this feeling will go away, but it needs to go. Fast.

Writing is the only outlet I have for my imagination/frustration/anger/happiness/hyperactivity. I feel lost without it. And I have absolutely NO other talent. I can't even doodle nicely. It just ends up looking like (extremely absurd) scribbling.

Add to this my general tendency to be incoherent while hyper, and my even bigger tendency to be misunderstood. It's more annoying for me than the people I end up annoying really. Of course they don't know that. I try to act, well, normal, for lack of a better word, but it's like trying to shut the biggest most difficult jack-in-a-box into its box. It's practically impossible. But it's me. And it sucks.

It doesn't help that when I scold/lecture/yell people get offended and run away. Apparently my way of showing I love people scares/irritates them more than anything. So when I'm trying to be helpful I just get smacked in the face. So maybe I should just practice keeping shut. That way everyone else is happy and I don't get hurt.

My situation is... well, on the whole, quite damned. It doesn't help that two of my most important exams are now just about 2 weeks away.

And I'm so going down.
Go me.

On another note, I absolutely love this journal skin.
Thanks again to ^LadyLincoln for my sub :heart:!

  • Mood: Pain
  • Listening to: DBSK - Wrong Number
  • Reading: Frederica - Georgette Heyer
  • Watching: Jigoku Shoujo - season 2
  • Eating: Egg fried rice

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: INDIAAAAAAAAAUGH!
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: women's small :D
  • Print preference: postcard size actually. Easy to carry around and keep my happy. :D
  • Interests: Reading, writing (writing different kinds of stuff mind you), gaming, irritating random people =D
  • Favourite movie: I don't have any one favourite movie sorry =( maybe lord of the rings?
  • Favourite band or musician: again, I don't go by any specific singer or band. If I like the music, I'll take it =D
  • Favourite genre of music: On a random note, anything but black metal and rap I'd say =S
  • Favourite artist: do I have to have ONE? >_> Same as with music, if I like it I'll take it!
  • Favourite poet or writer: Too many to count! If I start writing them here the server will crash. And we don't want that!
  • Favourite photographer: None yet. Anyone wanna try?
  • Favourite style of art: No ONE style. Throw 'em all at me! Though usually I absolutely LOVE detail =D
  • Operating System: Windows XP. Yes I'm in the Microsoft trap along with the rest of the world =b
  • Favourite game: I like too many =X
  • Favourite gaming platform: PLAYSTATION FTW! and the PC of course <3
  • Personal Quote: Mess with me and you get skewered! =D but I'll still love you <3 or your dead body...
  • Tools of the Trade: MICROSOFT WORD FTW! <333

Tomonari.

          
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:iconsabanna:
Ooo thank you for the watch! 8D

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Tell me I'm clever, Tell me I'm kind, Tell me I'm talented, Tell me I'm cute, Tell me I'm sensitive, Graceful and wise, Tell me I'm perfect - But tell me the truth. - Shel Silverstein
:iconscarlettletters:
I appreciate the support - thanks!

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An Irishman has an abiding sense of tragedy that sustains him through temporary bouts of joy.
:iconcalyptra:
:O
You found out I was taking part in your competition?
:lol:

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"From darkness comes the light,
as silence from sound..."
:iconxxxlearntoflyxxx:
Thanks for the fav on soulfood =)

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“Life is like a photography
…we use the negatives to develop.”

My gallery -> [link]
:iconcalyptra:
Most welcome! It was really the kind of thing I'd like to frame and put up! :D

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"From darkness comes the light,
as silence from sound..."
:icontheaspeninthewillows:
:( You ok?

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"For the moon never beams without bringing me dreams
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
And the stars never rise but I feel the bright eyes
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;" ~ Edgar Allen Poe
:iconcalyptra:
Nope. Let's not discuss it.

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"From darkness comes the light,
as silence from sound..."
:icontheaspeninthewillows:
Ok.....I'm sorry.

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"For the moon never beams without bringing me dreams
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
And the stars never rise but I feel the bright eyes
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;" ~ Edgar Allen Poe
:iconcalyptra:
Don't worry about it.

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"From darkness comes the light,
as silence from sound..."
:iconnyx--nyx:

Calyyyy. D:
I can't come on for a few days because school is so hectic. P hence my absence so far 3:

please bear with~
I'll be back on friday.

Love and miss youuu
<3


*huggles* :3


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